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Natalia's Journal  ok so i havent updated in over a year i think....so yea i guess u can figure out that i dont really like writting in my journal. well just wanted to tell u guys i'm still alive and living well i guess....everything is going pretty good...i mean some bumps along the road but then again who doesnt have them..... yea life is good! so yea u can comment if u really want:) well i really dont have anything to say but katie asked me to update so here i am. Nothin new has really happened in the last couple months. the quarter is over i cant beleive it... its been a while since school first started but it went by so fast. everything is going good though. well till next time katie wants me to write see ya all Natalia how is everyone. i've been back about a week now and surprisingly i've talked to almost all my friends. some who i havent talked in a long time. life is funny sometimes. in 8th grade i was so afraid of what people would think about me and what they would say, thats the reason i didnt have many friends and thats why i was so miserable. you can only make your own life miserable. no one can do it for you. 9th grade i was more self confident and i guess it paid off. finally i'm happy . i dont think i looked for happiness so hard and thats when i got it. i do have to say ....i was always happy dont get me wrong, but now everything fits in. now some people actually want to be around me ...unlike the past years where i wanted people to like me and accept me . Life is a weird teacher, it gives the tests first and the lessons later. i hope everyones happy about this. i dont understand why i cant trust anyone anymore. i know everyone talks about me. natalia's so full of herself, shes suppose to be smart but she's so stupid................on and on. yet whenever i make a simple little joke its like oh my god... i cant beleive she said that. well school is coming up and for some of you, you will be seeing me everyday so i'm giving you these two weeks for your mentality to realize that i'm not the enemy i'm just a friend. or at least want to be . have fun w/love, Natalia Current mood: discontent. Back again and i'm really lost on whats happening with everyone. i dont feel like reading everything so if anything exciting happen just let me know before monday because i'm leaving again. for some reason i love not being home. i just hate the inbetween time cause right now i cant even close the door to my room...what a mess. but anyway call me if anyone needs anything or just to chat. Today i went to you know whos sisters wedding. It was very emotional....her husband is pretty cute and they make a really awsome couple. they're really young but who am i to say anything. i was kind of disappointed of someone but life sure goes on. actually it never stops going on . then i came home and we were suppose to go to a graduation. since i wasnt packed yet for camp of course i couldnt go. i 'm not too disapointed cause its a bunch of family i dont know at all. i'm really happy that i'll be in the polonez bal this year. I'm really excited. My very distant aunt is the teacher so she signed me up. I have to go and buy a wedding dress and everything!! Although, i dont have a partner.......yeah well its me what do you expect. My aunt said that that should be no problem .....i'd be picked up real fast. Which gave me a some confidence. anyway i'm looking forward to it. i thought someone would call today but nope not any friend. not that i have soooo many. well again life goes on. hopefully i'll forget about it in the next two weeks and if not ......i can always isolate myself from the world but knowing me i just wouldnt feel like myself. i hope everyone enjoys the next two weeks and now is your chance to leave me out of stuff and i wont even feel ......whats the word.......... aw who cares. have fun thanks people for remembering. i thought i would be really upset but i'm not. it was kind of cool when melissa came over and we went swimming. oh and thanks for calling me marissa. we should do something this week. summer is really boring. I havent really done anything . i would love to go to cedar point but i dont think i will be able to. maybe next year. sunday i'm leaving for camp.....it wont be fun but i hope it'll go by fast. summer is actually kind of depressing when your here at home. cause you think that pretty soon it'll be over and you'll be in school again. last year was fun. i dont think i thought bout school once. i know you guys dont want to hear about it anymore but i will talk about it because its a big part of me and i had an amazing time. well thanks again to those who remembered...katie,tom,marissa,...meliss This summer is really boring. okay so everyone says that i never update so hear i am. so basically all that has happened is that megan supposibly doesnt like me very much. she said that she just doesnt get along with me. and i though we were even becoming better friends. we were talking more and everything but i guess i was wrong. i havent checked my mail in 2 weeks and all i got was fwds. thats pathetic. well anyway i think i need to do more stuff with friends that i havent really hung out with because my friends that i have hung out with for so long are getting feed up with me i think. coming to think of it i have lost a lot of friends. i dont know why but ...... okay well i will probably never write in here again.....maybe i will , it doesnt matter. whoever reads this: have a great day! Natalia okay so i realize that i dont write often and that i dont have anything interesting to say but people could at least say hi. you know i'm really starting to realize that when there arent any fights no one opens their mouth.....thats pathetic .. like i dont tlak to some people unless there s something interesting going on.. i'm ashamed... our society as we know it sucks no one ever just says hi and wishes you a happy day well i'm starting tody. i wish everyone the greatest day they have ever had. i hope everyone is enjoying today cause everyday is special ...its one more day we can spend with our friends and the people we truely love. we should never take a day for granted because you never know if when your crossing the street tomorrow you might just be hit by a car.. i'm not trying to preach God or anything i'm just saying well love ya all Current mood: hopeful. |
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